FOR MY RESPECTED FRIEND; TRIBUTE OF LONG LOST FEELING : A POEM
77THE STORY BEHIND THE POEM
All of us have what we called as memories; About love, feeling, hopes and wishes toward someone in our past which sometimes good and sometimes bad. This person, a respected brother and dearly friend of mine was part of this love, feeling, hopes and wishes, which already gone away in the day after I made reconciliation with myself and decided to live only for me since that time.
As much as the sadness moments I had with him around, I couldn’t able to deny the fact that he had big role on my transformation, and for that, I should feel grateful and thankful. Without his present at that time, I might drawn myself too long under my depression. Without his help I might still lost and hard to be find. So no matter what had come between us and break us apart, I shall never forget to show him my thankful thought.
Once my friend told me, there are two kind of meeting between man and woman. Whether you meet to be together as it is your destiny, or whether it is just a meeting; to help you to learn something, but never mean more than that. Me and this friend only able to become the last one, but it never mean his present had no meaning for me.
Through this hub, for the last time, I want to say my thankful thought. Thank you my respected friend, for that journey and all the words we had been shared all along. I will pray for you to able to reach the life that you want and find a sweet lady to love, insha Allah.
Jazzak Allah Khairan.
Freya.
I remember the face
I remember the voice
I remember the warm and words which are so nice
I also remember that sweetness of his words
I remember the day when I missed him
Or the time when I hanged on him for my heart salvation
I remember the laughter we shared
And the dreams we knitted together
But I also remember;
All the fight...
The anger
And the pain
I remember what is seems like never ending sadness;
His cruel words!
His frustration!
His porcupine gestures toward me!
All those, run deeply and broke me
I lost hope and wishes upon him
I couldn’t able to breath
Drowned inside my own misery
Felt hurt
And shattered into pieces
Then,
For my own sake
I let him go
This is a memory of a man who did gave me so much
Yet, I gave nothing to him
But my useless words
Thank you because you are there when I need you the most
Thank you for gave me hand even you almost lost yours
Thank you for showed me your chosen paths so I can learn
I want to pay my debt to you
But what I have now only this gratitude feeling
I hope you are well
I hope you are fine
I hope you will find
The life that you want
So long my friend
You will always had your place inside my heart
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"warm and word which are so nice" "knitted dreams" I like the rhyme. good work... keep writing...cheers
Hi Kathy dear. You are fast! I just published this one. :)
Yes, found and lost love is common to everyone, right. It is could be hard and painful, but in the process we learn and grow become someone more dazzling than before if we can win the fight with head up. Thank you for reading this, dear. :)
Dinup, hi. Thank you. I am glad you like it. Thank you for reading this. :)
What you have is not a memory,but a timless experience;)
Yes, very true, Mentalist acer :). That's really the right words to described it. Thank your for reading this.
Freya-This was such a touching story of love. I totally agree with you that Everyone is in our life's journey for a reason. It might be a lesson we have to learn or something we need to teach the other. I also want to thank you for the great Linda Carlisle song, "a prayer for the lonely." I have always really liked her singing and havn't heard a lot from her these days. Thanks for the great song and video. Blessings to you my friend.
You have no useless words. All your words are useful! God bless you Freya!
Minnetonka Twin: Hi, dear. Yes, that is true. Nothing is useless in this world, even if we can't see it yet. I'm glad you like it. Thank you for reading this. :)
Micky Dee: Hello, King Micky! :D Yes, insha Allah all my words is useful. Thank you, Sir. God bless you too!
it was vrry nice
Thank you. ^_^
this is good, i have something similar. poor words dont make up for loss
Yes, indeed. But maybe this is for the best. Thank you, Emmarichenda. Welcome to my Hub.
Very beautiful poem...I hurts to leave someone you love but sometimes you have to..I voted up...and awesome..debbie
Thank you, Debbie. ^_^
kathy little wolf 21 months ago
this is very good!! the story behind it has a familiar ring to it...guess we all have or will have a love like this from the past....